Let’s correct the timeline before the brain opens more tabs. ๐ง ๐๏ธ๐
The Bears game was Today.
And Sunday… did what Sundays sometimes do.
It looked calm.
It sounded normal.
It felt anything but. ๐ง๏ธ
Sunday Forecast: Accurate but Incomplete ๐ค๏ธ๐ง๏ธโ
The Daily Brew nailed the vibe:
๐ค๏ธ 20% motivation
๐ง๏ธ 60% feelings
โ 100% caffeine dependency
No severe storms scheduled—
just scattered thoughts and extended staring into space. ๐ช๐
On paper? Manageable.
In reality? Heavy in that quiet, creeping way.
The Bears Game Was On ๐๐บ
The Chicago Bears were on.
The TV was loud.
The snacks were made.
- Veggie Pizza & Peanut Butter Blossoms'
The idea of a normal Sunday tried its best. ๐
But the game wasn’t the focus.
It was background noise while tension sat in the room like humidity before a storm. โก
That kind where nothing is technically wrong…
but everything feels off.
When a Fight Isn’t Sudden ๐งจ
The falling out with the neighbor didn’t explode out of nowhere.
It simmered.
Boundaries nudged.
Energy pushed.
Silence stretched too thin. ๐ง
Then one moment tipped it.
Not dramatic.
Not cinematic.
Just real. And uncomfortable. ๐ฎ๐จ
And suddenly Sunday wasn’t about football anymore.
Identity Collapse Makes Everything Louder ๐ง ๐ฅ
Here’s the part that matters:
When you’re already in identity collapse, conflict hits different.
It’s not just:
“What happened?”
It’s:
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Who am I being asked to be right now? ๐งฉ
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Why does this feel destabilizing?
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What version of me is no longer available? โ
That’s why it felt heavier than it looked.
Not because the moment was huge—
but because it landed on a system already carrying too much. ๐ชซ
Moving Slow Is Still Movement ๐ขโจ
After the noise came the quiet.
The kind where:
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You replay conversations ๐
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You stare into space ๐ช
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You don’t rush to conclusions
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You let the feelings pass through instead of solving them
No big epiphany.
No clean resolution.
Just the understanding that:
We’re moving slow.
But we’re moving. ๐ฑ
And for a Sunday like that?
That’s enough.
โ
Brewed with feelings.
Backed by caffeine.
Weathered honestly.
Coffee Cup City Kitchen โ๐ณ
Food, a little quiet, and being here. ๐ค
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